When the night sky gives me peace at heart

Today I've spent a lovely evening together with my friends.
A good friend of mine has had birthday earlier in December 2016 and she didn't celebrate, so we did so today. We brought her gifts, ate wonderful food and had a really good time together. We laughed a lot and talked about anything and everything. I'm really grateful for that.
I got picked up and while driving to our friends' home, I watched the night sky. The bright half full moon and several stars (e.g. inside my favorites Orion, its Nebula and the Pleiades). I, again, wished so badly for a telescope to watch them closer. But instead, I had to use my eyes, like always.

While sitting there relaxed and calm, I once again could achieve to wrap my mind around the fact that we're all just on the surface of a giant habitable (imperfect) ball drifting through space. That the night sky is dark, because of the vast distance between us and everything else around us, and the stars are bright, because they are actual stars burning up their own matter in a fusion reaction - and that they're not just small bright dots on a dark blue, almost black canvas.
The stars, the interstellar matter - and the void.
Do you know moments like this? When the reality of our own unimportance hits you hard, when everything good and bad which happens here on our planet seems so meaningless, so unimportant, so trifling.
Our everyday problems and worries, not worth the stress at all. Take your time, take it easy. Life is not a race.

Moments like this don't scare me. When I think about or look at the night sky and the universe I don't feel afraid or intimidated at all. Of course, they're formidable, but they also make me extremely happy and give me almost perfect and complete peace and calm. Which is rare enough in my everyday life.
But my everyday life doesn't matter. My life doesn't matter. Nothing really matters. At least not in the long run. The universe will continue to do what it has been doing since the Big Bang - no matter what we do to ourselves, each other or our home. The earth will continue to orbit our sun as long as it can, everything will go its way as long as it can. Steadily. Continuously.

I'm very grateful for that, as well. Also for the shooting star I could watch before closing the door of our apartment building. So I made a wish upon that star.

Cherish the things you have. Everything you have, everything you are, everything that surrounds you is star dust in the end. The stars that died in supernovae provided the matter for life as we know it. Cherish the ones you love and those who love you. Everything, as improbable as it may have been, turned out this way so that you can be alive now and live the life you've been given.

Now I'll watch another documentary about the universe and soon go to bed.
So, fpom mì te'lan ayngar livu, ma eylan, ulte hivahaw nìmwey. :)

Na'vitsyìpä nikre sì lapo - postì a2ve #KintrräPostìLeNa'vi (BJD Blog #11)

(For translation, please click on this post or "ivinan nì'ul" at the end of it)

Tse, ma frapo, pamrel seiyi postìr amuve fìkìntrr, taluna ke lu kea lun a tsakem ke sivi. ^^
Zene sì new pamrel sivi nì'ul nìNa'vi tsalsungay.

Ngolop oel mipa nikret Na'vitsyìpfpi oeyä kìngfa. Kìngti pxìmolun'i, slolayk sì sleykolu faoi ulte solung nikret sräsìn.

Ayngaru ayrel mipa me*nikrehawre' (fìlì'u leyewla hrh):

 

Meu fkan lor oer nìtxan :)
Slä mi kin nikroit. Ayu alu feathers sì aysrok kxawm.

Pori tokxur sälatem ke soli nìtxan, ha tsakemìri kea ayrel amip ke lu. Slä Paluan ahusahaw ayngar:

Hona kefyak? :D
Poti heykìsyahaw utraläo oel...

Tse, fìposti tam fpi set, ha hayalovay ma eylan :3

Mipa skxom - postì a1ve #KintrräPostìLeNa'vi

Mipa zìsìt lefpom ayngar livu, ma oeyä eylan. Sìlpey oe, ftxozä soli nìprrte' yawnetuhu. Ulte sìlpey oe, mipa zìsìtìl tivìng fpomti, fpomtokxit sì fpomronti frapor.

Tse, mipa zìsìt, mipa skxom. Skxom a 'rrttamì tìve'kì nìnän ki yawne sì tìslan nì'ul lirvu, awngal kirmame lapot nì'ul, nìngay sì nìwotx. Skxom a tsan'ivul, nivume sì tslivam.

Oeri nì'ul new tireapivängkxo, ngivop tseot sì seykxel livu. Tìreyri new slivu nitram sì txur nitam fte siva nìftue nì'ul. Ulte new slivan nì'ul ayyawnetut oeyä.

Frapori krra zìsìt amip pähem, txe'lan teya leiu aysìlpeyfa sìrangalsì. Sìlpey awnga ko, tsaysìlpey slayu ngay.

Wiya, kin oel tskxekengti ^^

Tsatsamsiyu alu Kxavu

Here's the progress of painting this:

Torso troubles and damned details (BJD Blog #10)

Ketsukspaw; mi rey oe! My doll, still a WIP, too.
Been working on her lately more than "usual" (yep, doing nothing except for breathing and sleeping after work has become everyday life), so I picked up work on her torso, did a small touch up of her face (extra blushing, replaced eyelashes, tested another matte varnish) and started to build up joints and moveability.

Also, I got some new acrylic yarn, because I wanted to make her another wig with normal, silky hair, but that wool lost more material and length while combing than anticipated... So I have to figure out how to get that to work unless I want her to have short(er) hair. Would be an option, no? Dunno how I should possibly braid her tswin with those short strands of hair, though...

I was also unsatisfied with the way her old eyes looked - so I made a pair of new eyes. Still need to get that bulge of the cornea right... with varnish, hrh, because I can't find my resin anymore *sob*

Kezemplltxe I also got some pictures for ya'll. :) And yep, there's doll nudity ahead, don't look at it if you cannot cope with that, heh.

Her more refined,
yet rough torso

Her head, neck and upper body connected, necklace attached,
eyesockets empty because new pair of eyes
right next to her, lower body still too rough
to attach; preview of new hair behind her

Moveability of her head,
pretty wide range imho...
also thanks to
the moveable neck

With her current wig :)

And with her new herb pouch!
:D

I'll start posting more regularly here again next year, also thanks to a new project I wanna participate in. Been very silent thanks to a bunch of health issues, physically and mentally. Meh.

Well, until then, my dear friends, I wish you a happy holiday and all the best for 2017! (Which will be a hopefully much better year than 2016 was for me ^^)

Kifkeyl oeti fneyku.

Ke nulkrr! Ke nìwotx. Tolätxaw oetsyìp mawkrra kolin oel futa tsurokx nì'it sì futa lu alìm fra'u. Tse, ayngaru l(ol)u fpom srak?

Trr a6ve #navipostaday

Fmi oe livatsi! x) Ke lu ftue tsalsungay.

Trray zene tìkangkem sivi oe nìmun. Ke new ._. Tìkangkem oeyä yawne lu oer, slä tsivun kivin tìk'ìnit nì'it nì'ul. Tsari pesu ke tsivun? ;)

Herwì zolup pxesrram fìtseng, slä 'olìp nìwin. Ke omum ftxey herwì zivup nì'ul nìmun fìzìsìt fteke...

Kxawm fa mipa eltu lefngap wayìntxu oel pxìm nì'ul fya'ot a tìngop ayrelä amip. Tsakemìri lu oer 'u alu "tsyenìl" a Twitch.tvmì. :)

Ke tsun ngivop hapxìt amip oeyä vurä alu Layon Yayo, taluna lefkrr ke lu oer kawnina rel a mi tok lala eltut lefngap.

Set wereyn nì'it srefwa zene hivahaw nìmun. Ha hayalovay, ma frapo :)

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Txoa, pamrel ke sìsyi nìtxan fìtrr, taluna mipa eltul lefngap seykerulìn oet nìwotx x) Kosman sì win nìtxan leiu!

Trr a4ve #navipostaday

Sau! 'efu ngeyn sì ohakx nìtxan nìtxan nìtxan! Fula tìkangkemä moti vezeyko nolekx syurat oeyä nìwotx. Nìsung txonam holahaw nì'it nì'aw.

Slä oeyä tsulfätul sì sneyä muntxatel tolìng oer 'ut a fko tsun sivar fte kivanom ayut fu kìte'et a new fkol. Oel mayunge fì'ut tuteor ulte pol zeykayo txäremit txalä. Kuma oeri txal tìsraw ke si nulkrr. Tslam srak? x)

Eltu lefngap pähem fìtseng trray! Yeio' ^^

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Yìmom sì hìsyahaw oe. Trrayvay, ma eylan.

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Ma frapo,

oer lu mipa eltu lefngap ._. Pähem tsaw fìtseng skxakep pxesrray. Tsari ke omum pefyat a tsivun 'ivefu oe.
Tsawfa tsayun wiveyn sì uvan sivi fìtxan nìltsan nì'ul!

Zene hivahaw ye'krr fìtrr, taluna zene vezeykivo mot tìkangkemä trray. Mi ke new OTL

Na'vitsyìpìri tokx mi slu okxu sì nutx nì'ul'ul. Memikyun stum hasey lu. Tsari ye'rìn mipa postì ayngar!



Ma Plumps,
ngar leiu narlora pamrel fa tsyokx! Sunu oer nìtxan :) Nìrangal oeyä pum lirvu narlor fìtxan hrh x)